Thursday, December 20, 2012

i honestly don't think you know how hard this is for me

"once you get screwed over, you change"
trying hard to get myself to not think about whatever that has happened, to embrace what i have now with me- you. trying hard to get myself to trust you again when all i can do now is doubt all you ever did.
what have you done to me?
sometimes i just want to scream at you, and ask you to leave and never come back. but then i realise how i'd be finding myself mourning over the loss of you and end up regretting my decision. but how? how do i ever get rid of this tormenting feeling that's tearing me apart inside?
how could you bear to hurt someone you claim you love so much?
how could you?

today is one of those days where i just want to leave, leave far away. will you only be afraid to lose me when i tell you you're?

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