I hate how someone on the streets may just be looking at you but in my mind i would think that that person is secretly looking at and into all my physical flaws- i feel like i'm seen through all the way to my bones
I hate what i see in the mirror, because it reflects everything i hate, everything that reminds me of how i dont think i deserve anyone to love me
then i met you
You taught me love was embracing someone's every flaw, but i couldnt even see any of yours
You're everything i would always love to continue calling mine and i've never stopped thanking god for placing you into my life
I will never be thankful enough at how we were both let down and let go of by people who hurt us, at almost the same time, allowing us to meet each other and fall in love
being in love with you was both the easiest and hardest thing to do- there was nothing i would not love about you thats why you made falling for you so easy, yet being in love with you was so difficult to go through without being disappointed by your entangled past time and again
You saw things in me i could never see in me for myself, you used words so foreign to describe me because i'd never think they can be used on me
I may deny and refuse whenever you tell me i'm beautiful, because i can never understand what is it to you, but i never fail to smile and die a little inside being told almost daily this by someone i love.
Maybe one day i'll grow to believe that i'm really beautiful and to see beyond my physical/mental flaws if you continue it this way
You made me see things i could never see for myself, you stirred up emotions in me that have never been before
No doubt how i still hate what i see in the mirror but i am grateful that no matter how hopelessly ugly i am and unsatisfied i am with myself, i have you with me, i have you to love me
Thank god for you, thank you for you
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