Wednesday, March 6, 2013

You choose to be deaf, i then choose to be mute

And why can't you understand how frustrating it feels to feel as if your words have fallen on deaf ears?
Why cant you see how many times i've tried in better ways to show you i worry before i couldnt take it this time?
Stop brushing off what i say and acknowledging only its existence. Heed the advice, hear AND listen, see AND understand.
they come together cant you see that?
I need a man, i need someone who can give me a sense of security, not a kid who blows off rushing to race with someone when provoked, not someone who makes me tired from worrying each time he drives. But it seems like it had been fixed, how i'm always seeing you in the wrong for every single issue. Why cant you see the reason behind me flaring up?

In that moment i feel as if i do not matter my words do not carry any fucking weight, you know what i feel?
useless, motherfucking insignificant.

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