Why are all my thoughts jumbled up
Why am I being this unmotivated again
I'm starting to think it's not anything nor anyone else, it is me
I'm the irresponsible and insensible one
I need to grow up.
I NEED to.
But how do I do it?
Why am I such a wreck?
Why can't I ever focus on what I want?
I say I want to become someone dependable, yet I'm doing absolutely zero to achieve anything
Fuck me, really
saying that I hate myself would be an extreme understatement.
I'm a mess
I'm a fucked up gone case
I wish I wasn't me
I wish... there isn't any me to begin with
Fuck off you useless scum self
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