I don't know what the future holds, but I know the only way out is forward.
Even if we do not end up together at the finishing line, I only need you to know it was all for your own good. You may not get it now, you may not comprehend and absorb what I mean by that, but all I can do is hope. Hope you can calm down and see beyond all the negativity and hold on to our memories tight and keep on growing yourself with positivism.
For I am learning to do that now - understanding myself, loving myself in ways I never thought I could as long as we stay in the toxic relationship that derailed over time. It isn't your fault nor mine, it just happens. Love is such, life is such.
I will still love you no matter how long time has passed, I will still rush down to you in the blink of an eye when you need me. But I know for now, all we need is time.
I wish you find it in yourself to forgive me and let go of what is blinding your eyes now. I hope we can all grow from this.
However, a hope is a hope, a wish stays a wish. Reality tends to be so different, and I can only see how you cannot bring yourself to think clear and communicate with me at all, things seem so bleak so impossible.
I miss you, I miss us. the past us though, when we were both young and reckless, when nobody else had a place in our relationship except for us.
I will keep moving ahead, I must.
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