Truth

I don't know the right direction for now but I know it myself for the future. But if it may comes down to nothing, and we do not have it anymore, I will take some time, perhaps a long long time or even never, to get over it.

Now all I want is for us to have a nice calm talk. Drinking will not help neither or us. but as usual I cannot expect things to go my way and people to want what I want so nvm...

Dayre has been quite a huge platform for everyone to see so I thought I will bring the emotional parts away from there, in a safe haven I think I can be myself here.