It will never be the same again, I can never trust you. Once I see or hear anything strange, my mind is automatically reminded of all that has happened and my heart closes again.
Someone told me, how is it that I chose to live with it and continue with you then, it is not healthy, I should not continue if I am not prepared to, at least mentally.
then i thought, i know why.
because it will never go away, it will never be the same. and if I really choose to be with you again only after I have settled my heart (which is never), we'll never be together, ever again.
So what are you trying to tell me
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