Yes I grew, I got what I want - a promotion. But it's not enough, because it has come to a point whereby I am getting way too comfortable in doing what I am currently good at, that it has beome a chore. And I start to see how this will never work out, with the current culture and working quality over here.
I want to leave, and be happy, happy doing what I love. Taking a leap of faith, failing and getting back up, but that is how life should be right?
I just need courage, I just need confidence, I just need to take the fucking plunge.