"I have no regrets. I have spent my life, so much of it, building up this country. There's nothing more that I need to do. At the end of the day, what have I got? A successful Singapore. What have I given up? My life." - Mr Lee Kuan Yew (1923 - 2015)

Waking up early morning to the news of the passing of our beloved founding father Mr. LKY, and heart kind of skipped a beat despite knowing what's to come after last week's continuous updates. This man, is responsible for the roads we walk on, the peace and security we possess and continuous prosperity of the nation. He dedicated his entire life to the building of this tiny red dot, turning it from a third world of nothingness to one of the busiest flourishing country in the world.

Yes we (even I) are guilty of constantly grumbling & complaining of the increasing numbers of foreigners and rocketing sky-high costs of living in Singapore. But this leader brought us to what we have now, where we're now and his efforts and hard work is something all of us cannot deny him of. Looking at the improving pace of this small country, comparing to our neighbors (no offense), we're moving forward at an alarming speed for a place our size globally. And this is a remarkable feat.

This man taught us how to grow, how to not be restricted by the limits of our size, our resources and showed the world what and who Singapore is. 
Today we lost an inspiring leader for all, we lost the one we owe our success to. He may not have won the hearts of all, but frankly who ever have/can?
Patriotic or not, this place we call home is where it is, what it is, because of this man. No words will ever be enough to thank his lifetime of work done for us and the nation.

Let's learn how to be grateful, be thankful and be satisfied for the things we possess that a lot envies but we ourselves often take for granted. The security, the peace, our highly regarded education system and clean, amazing home 

Today marks the demise of undoubtedly a great man. Today as Singaporeans, we grieve for the passing of our beloved father figure, Lee Kuan Yew. Thank you for all you've done, may you rest in eternal peace  #rememberingLKY #thankyouLKY

As I watched his son address the nation this morning, how he is holding back his tears yet he has to do the important thing to speak to us, my heart unknowingly goes out to him and I felt sad remembering that as we talk about LKY as our esteemed, respected leader, we perhaps forgot that his family and PM Lee lost his dear father, and a beloved family member. 

He is, but an ordinary son, tortured and overwhelmed by the loss of the one that taught him, brought him up and loved him.

After daddy Oh's case, and having seen how Alfred and his loved ones grieve, I will never forget the pain and torment it brings to lose someone so close to you and at that moment, watching him on TV almost brought tears to my eyes 

簡簡單單

只是簡簡單單的愛過 我還是我
簡簡單單的傷過 就不算白活
簡簡單單的瘋過 被夢帶走
當故事結束之後 心也喜歡一個人寂寞

不该沉默时沉默，该勇敢时软弱

用失眠 去反省
爱凝结成泪的轨迹
不断为难自己 想藉遗憾进化自己

那么多如果 可能如果我
可惜没如果 只剩下结果

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对不起我什么都给不了你

我的过去一直阻碍着我们的未来

我不想让它霸占

我想往前走，把它全放下

我不想承认

不想让人知道它影响我多深

但即使我不说，也改变不了事实

它还是一样的不知不觉一声不响，悄悄的慢慢的占领我心里的一小块

快要把它渐渐全部吃掉，什么也没留下

剩下的只剩躯壳

只留下给你一个不完整的我。。

BKK // 人生

30th jan - 3rd feb

// updated all in dayre btw 

Just posting a few photos here

Considered 4d4n since we arrived on Fri night, not enough! Plan to head back but probably to sightsee and eat more cos' it was solely for shopping this trip, bought so many clothes man. SGD900 fly just for me alone.

Mummylove's birthday before we left

你平安我就快乐。

Last weekend:

Sorry photo in another phone lol so i ssed in instag:

Big girl fell down

Boyf's 22nd ystd, simple celebration sorry your girlf is broke lol

Eighteen Chefs baby

So handsome

Happy 22nd my love, thank you for loving such an emotional wreck who cannot give you much 💕