Outift #1

Should that means any of what I think it meant, then I'm sure the one and only person who has misunderstood must be you. 

I write about facts that has happened, I write about facts that ARE existing, but that doesn't mean not moving on.

You and the things you write are quite contradicting, don't you think so?

Try learning to be truthful for once.

Dog of my life

He got to be the closest one to my heart.

He's not mine, but I treat him like mine and I spend as much time with him (or even more) than anyone. I love him so much, he's my everything x

Pride

I admit, I'm someone who cannot take take No for an answer.

It may just be a No to you, but to me it hurts my pride and embarrasses me so much I get pissed at you.

Maybe, I'm too prideful for my own good.

I remember

Save me, help me

I don't know what I want in life
I don't know what I can offer to anyone
I don't know what to do
It's as if I'm standing at a cross-junction, forced to move because of people around me motivating and asking me to
It's as if I cannot afford to stop in my tracks
I cannot waste any more time
Yet
I am still unsure of my position in anyone's life
I am still unsure of my abilities
I am feeling like a liability
Only moving forward and not being stagnant rooted to the ground because of circumstances
I'm lost
And I have no goals or aims
I do not have a end-point because I don't even know what it is.

Help me.
Even though I know no one can be the cure, other than myself.